A MORNING THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING
(From A 3.5 Year Ordeal)
I had a risky Antibiotic called Rulide prescribed from an MD/GP 20+ yrs ago that destroyed the Nerve Fibres in my ears and damaging my proper hearing for life. Ironically, it was prescribed for an Ear Infection and gave me a condition called Hyperacusis – where everything became very loud, often deafening.
The Audiologist told me after performing a few Tests very carefully, that the Results on the Chart in front of me, were the most severe he had seen in his career. He apologized profoundly and very caringly that he was so sorry – there was nothing he could do to help me. He was so compassionate, a real human being.
After staying indoors with doors and windows shut 24/7 for many months,
I experienced an uncommon Major Depression that almost literally took my life.
The extreme Stress of Isolation and Amplified Hearing (everything so loud) caused my Kidneys and Liver to start shutting down, and I heard the voice of Jesus speak these words one morning about 20 minutes after waking, clear as a bell, in my spirit “Flee from the house of bondage!” He spoke these words gently and firmly.
When I went to think “where to?” He led me to go to a hospital immediately.
I don’t like hospitals. I was alarmingly half my weight but really did not know that was necessary.
I realised the instant I heard those Words…..Flee means don’t waste a minute! Don’t do anything else, act quickly!
I had no car or enough for a Cab fare that day and they take time anyway.
I literally “acted on His Words” and went out the Unit I was living in (locking the door behind me, not to return) walking to the main road a few streets away. I was led to do this. Along came a bus Instantly, I would have missed had I not Fled like that (walking not running) I did not even know there was now a bus service in the area – I had been so out of touch with life around me.
It was quiet in the bus which took me to the hospital. They admitted me immediately on arrival (very uncommon here – people wait for hours in ER) and brought me into a private room (in a public hospital!) they sprung into action very swiftly, inserting a Drip for Dehydration and Feeding Drip, checking my Vitals and they had a Nurse sitting by my bed still watching closely over me for “Vital Signs” for the first 24 hours because I had only 40 minutes to live when I came in there. I did not know, I had no idea but Jesus did and led me there. They told me this the day I left there about 10 days later.
This was not Survival Instincts, I can still hear those Words in my Memory today.
He has led me to do things a few other times which have been important also.
I lived with my dear Mum afterwards who had been missing me, and Jesus Restored my Hearing with a Creative Healing 2 days later when Praise Music (to Jesus) came on full volume (unexpected) by me. I found myself Singing to Jesus, and suddenly stopped in Surprise – realising my Hearing was completely Normal again and I had just experienced a Creative Healing (because the delicate Nerve Fibres in my ears had been destroyed for life.
He also provided me this lovely house on Government Rent 2 months later and a Car I could not find before with my hearing in such a state.
People could ask me how-come I laugh so often? I wonder why?
Even two Muslim neighbors love this story and asked me to pray for them sometimes.
Jesus healed me from a broken spirit and placed His Joy back in my heart!
Many months before that He said “I am going to take you out of this. I am going to Bless You and Make You a Blessing!”
That’s exactly what He has been doing through Multi-Giftings He later gave me with Poetic Language and Inspirations; Website Creation and Multi-Websites. I thank Him for keeping me really young to do these things which are really interesting and have become a passion with me.
He kept the Words He said to me concerning Blessing me and making me a Blessing.
I am now in my 70s and a Test result shows my Mental Age (not faculties) was in 40s five years ago.
I really don’t subscribe to Aging. As the Adage says “Age IS Just A Number”
My Mum used to say that “she was physically older each Birthday, but her thinking
does not change – it’s always Younger” than she was physically. Hey?
She also used to say “sometimes she would look at the stranger in the mirror” how did she get that old:)
I trust in the Keeping Power of Jesus to Keep me Young for my tasks and He honors that.
Plus I prefer creating Webpages to puzzles etc.
I don’t understand them:)
“He Is Good!”